(copypasted from my =SomeGoat account yay)

So a while back I was diagnosed with lyme disease which, on its own, blows. It wasn't caught until like well into the second stage, almost third, which uh isn't good. I've got hardcore arthritis so some days I literally cannot walk and seriously need a wheelchair to move around. Which also blows

Lately tho, I just found out exactly how bad things have gotten- my nervous system is a wreck. I can't move the left side of my face very well(making me look like a drooling retard YAY) and on top of that, I'm slowly going blind! I can no longer see out of my left eye, and the vision in my right eye is gradually getting worse and worse.

I'm trying to be all cool and lol, but im actually freakin the fuck out ahahaha

You'd think that at the possibility of losing my vision, I'd be going nuts artwise while I still could, but honestly I'm having the worst block ever or something because no matter how hard I try, I just can't focus on drawing and everything comes out looking like shit uggggh

Things are unlikely to get better at this point, since I'm definitely not getting all the treatments I need due to lack of money and good insurance. 8[ At the most tho, I can at least hope things won't get too much worse lmao.